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- busy studin -

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i went to the doctor today...
he examined my wrist...
he said it was a sprain...
n said tis is the prescription...
n becareful when writing...
at the counter it was $40...
the total of 5+ minutes...
n he refered me to another place...

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today robin kicked the ball to score a goal...
n i sooooo happened to be the goalkeeper...
n i sooooo happen to save the goal...
n i sooooo happen to have injured my wrist...

now my wrist hurts so much...
i've got a exam tomorrow...
can't believe i hurt my wrist...
got to see a doctor tomorrow...

someone gonna stalk me if i dun go...
so i betta go if not she won't be happie...
=P ne ways its for my own good so just go...
hope nothing much has happen to my hand...

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today i learnt that robin loves bus-stops...
he stares at them as he go passes them...
n might even make love wif one...
i feel sorrie for tersa...

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Today had 2 tests...
rather stressful...
since my last test...
on the same day...
was long time ago...

apart from that...
nothing much...
some ppl still...
are rather attracted...
to my hair style...

SO DUN LOOK AT ME...
i vv ugly one...
u look at me sure puke...
shoo shoo dun stare...
i don't appreciate stares...

mmm... so boring...
just bumming around...
tml going to watch TROY...
amanda was going nutz abt it...
soo.... it betta be gud...

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today was rather good...
i saw tat gal going out wif some guy...
he hade bright copper hair colour hair...
zzz... hate tat hair colour...
seems tat neone wif that hair colour i dun like...

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today sheryl ask my be her pts...
i din quite mind...
onli pts... >,<

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life is alrite...
just got my new hair cut..
its rather nice i would say ^^

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o.0 friends will be friends 0.o

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shez going out wif another guy...
heard it from 2 ppl today...

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tml i'm gonna try find the opportunity to get to talk to her...
today was rather strange where the lessons were shortened...
we walked to winthrop village to eat, long time nver go there...
apart from all of these, nothing else much was interesting...

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it all seems to hard to go away...
seen her twice today...
can't help but look at her...
its kinda really crap...

seen her talkin to takashi at 3:38pm...
my heart stopped in jealousness...
it seems that i can't get to talk to her...
no quite in the mood of talkin...

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I've made up my mind not to go with her anymore...
but it all seems too hard sometimes...
it seems that my eyes just get stuck on her...
thoughts flow through my mind as i look at her...

life seems so different from what it used to be...
many ppl are still childish as ever...
but there are some parts of the childishness...
have changed to be shy yet bold step into the "world"...

As your heart starts to sink into the dept of love...
the further down it is the hard to come bac out...
self-control is the mentality that we should all have...
however love is blind and we all loose control over things...

"As my loneliness continues,
i doubt the unsure which is right infront of me.
her pure sweetness within,
yet the innocence separtes me from her life & soul."

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Now i can feel what the other lonely people in the world feel...
the true loneliness deep inside their souls n thoughts...
the heart that would become harder to open in life...
where nothing matters to you anymore...

the fear that is deep inside me is of being lost...
to be separted apart from all the other best things in life...
to be with my friends is what i feel is most important now...
having the greatest hope in myself of having joy...

i'm still unsure of what is right infront of my life...
i just feel so lost all of a sudden...
unsure of what to do next and unsure of what lies ahead...
i don't rili want to get all distracted...

its probly the feeling created by all my friends...
where they are all coupling up...
haix... i probly should not even be deciding upon such things...
at this point in life i should be studing harder then ever....

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i figured some how tat...
i shld not be goin out wif that new chick...
i'm sure that we won't be making it right at the end..
i'm very sure that she would feel the same way...

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zzz...
today went to the dentist...
my teeth starting to hurt once more...
o.0 haix~

cindy was persuading me to talk to that chick...
the whole!! Chemistry lesson...
it got rather annoying...
n started to write stuff abt her to me...

Geez~ gimmie a break for once ZindY~
neways... hope she undastands me terrible chinese...
if i get to speak to her...
i got tests and exams coming up...

got to concentrate in my work...
can't get distracted like B4...
i dun wanna go through the same things...
thats y i'm so hesitant about her...

not only that... i doubt she is a christian...
n thus... u noe... i dun rili wanna her to get into trouble...
i don't rili have a strong base church here...
and i dun rili want to bring her in the wrong direction...

Life rox apart from being single...
dunno wads up... but everyone seems to be in 2s...
kinda lonely i feel sometimes...
which makes me feel sad at times...

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I am 22% evil.




I try to stay away from evil deeds but succumb to temptation every once in a while. I'm not quite on my way to hell but I certainly have some explaining to do.


Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

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kz... i went on that river cruise...
I got such a terrible headache...
n i was so tired in school...
think i would collapse ne minute...

i guess i'm gonna sleep early tonite...
life is still kinda alrite...
lots of hmk coming up...
preparing for a tough week end...

lots of panadol...
little sleep through the nite...
lots of pain on studies...
little time to play games...

i'm still kinda interested in who tat chick is...
shez called "HazeL", amanda told me...
N more interesting is shez from china, beijing...
long time never go there....

haix... dunno lar... kinda busy...
hardly noe her neways...
i'm not tat despo neways...
sure there r many more out there...

on the other hand...
shez cute... so sweet...
n looks so inocent...
blah... think too much liaox...

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mmm...
just wonderin...
she not tat pretty...
but shez kinda cute...
shez rather hard workin...
rather lonely...
she hardly talks to neone in class...
sits all the way in front...
wonder where is she frm...

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okiez~ shez not vv pretty after all~
lolx~ nuthing to say for myself~
I've got lots of work... betta start doing~
Life is just simply unknown~

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When you think of your past love, you may view it
as a failure. But when you find a new love, you
view the past as a teacher. In the game of love,
it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.
What is important is you know when to hold on and
when to let go! You know you really love someone
when you want him or her to be happy, even if
their happiness means that you're not part of it.
Everything happens for the best.

If the person you love doesn't love you back,
don't be afraid to love someone else again, for
you'll never know unless you give it a try.
You'll never love a person you love unless you
risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you
don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love.


Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the
hurting is still there to test you, to help you
grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's
why it's called falling in love because you don't
force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot
finish a book without closing it's chapters. If
you want to go on, then you have to leave the
past as you turn the pages.



Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won
by a single caress.

It is a lifetime venture in which we are always
learning, discovering and growing. The greatest
irony of love is letting go when you need to hold
on and holding on when you need to let go. We
lose someone we love only when we are destined to
find someone else who can love us even more than
we can love ourselves. On falling out of love,
take some time to heal and then get beckon the
horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of
riding the same one that threw you the first
time.



To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk
dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must
be taken because the greatest hazard in life is
risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk
involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose
true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in
return. How to define love: fall but do not
stumble, be constant but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair, understand and try not
to demand, hurt but never keep the pain.



Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it
can carve wonderful images into the soul that
always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to
be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire
you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes
the things that give you joy can also hurt you in
the end. Loving people means giving them the
freedom who they choos e to be and where they
choose to be. For all the heartaches and the
tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you
should give thanks, for you know, that there were
the things that helped you grow.



Loving someone means giving him the freedom to
find his way, whether it leads towards you or
away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or
painful, for only then you'll experience the
fullness of humanity and that is love.


Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with
desire and tear you apart.

Only love can make you cry and only love knows
why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not
ready to take the risk, if you're not

ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to
fall in love. There was a time in our lives when
we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time
we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why
it's called falling in love.

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zzzzzzz...
still rather i'll....
i guess... got that chill...
i realized i passed it to so many people...
-.o feel bad nowz... i tried not to spread it...

haix~ y is tat gal onli in one of my class...
zzz... tat kinda sux... but...
also gud... if not i can't concentrate...@"@
hehe... pai seh sia... dunno y i writing tis in my blog...

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hoping for the guide to go where in life...
0.o there is tis cute gal in school o.0
but i got tis sickness...
can't get to talk to her...
>,< hope noone get her 1st...
wo hui heng shang xin...
however... i bearly know her...
however... who do i rili like...
how abt...

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I'm still sick none the less...
i'm doing my work...
just started...
have been sleeping...
blowing my nose...
listening to music...
and eating my medication...

I've done my work but i just can't seem to find any information for my english project...
got to get down to find that piece of document for my Physics (Crest) project...
have to start doing up a proper Art folio for my piece of art work...
MUST get well soon... if not i won't be able to live through all these...

Prayers for my...
nose, that i won't have any more scratchs. (due to blowin nose -mulcus- )
throat, that i won't have any more soarness. (due to pham -wads the spelling- )
head, that i would have enough headache. (due to not enough air -block nose- )
mouth, that i won't have a funny taste. (due to pham again -wads the spelling- )

~God Bless Everyone Else~

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I'm sick... zzz...
with a sore-throat...
with a cold...
with a fever...
arghhh... feeling so terible...
i've filled the dustbin... to be a tissue bin...
zzzz.... slept so much these few days...
-.-*zzzz... agghhhh...
can't even talk properly....
* cough sniff sniff *

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