emotions flowing as the music plays... for there maybe no tomorrow
realisation / planning
its been 2 days since i've posted, mainly cause.. i've no idea what to talk about, no mood to do anything. my stomach is still stiring & i don't feel all that great, maybe i've caught a chill or sumthing. =[ whateva it is, i hope it goes away soon.. that i may be able to concentrate in my studies. 1 week left till my exams start, i'm getting worried that i'm not feeling stressed enough. maybe i should distant myself from people around me, to get my brain in the mood for studing.haven't touched GE or WoW in a long time & people are wondering what has happened to me. =x on the bright side, people actually do remember me(i feel luv'd =x). thinking abt wad i said this morning or last night... there currently feels like some sort of empty space, i'm not exactly sure what it is... desire? hope? uncertainty? feeling troubled, just the sort of feeling.. i don't want before my exam (hope it disappears, with a whole load of happiness, that resides within me). somehow waiting for 2 weeks seems like a heck of a long time & its distracting me like mad, how in the world did it end up like that. man.. i'm turning emo =. =;
sat in my shower for 1/2 hr today, flooding it as i planned wat i was to do this week & how am i gonna plan to studie, set some goals..
mon-thurs: subject in-relation to exam
fri-sat: extra completion of any overflowing work
sun-wed: preperation/ revision for following-day's examinable subjec
thurs: rest/ find b'day pressie
fri: possible b'day party/ go out with friends
sat: possibility of going bak to visit MMORPGs
sun: pack bags, make my run for the lil isle, Sg
hope to fufill my goals, seems like alot after i've actually listed my work.. guess i should really get back to work! Lotsa luck to ALL who are still to be doing their exams in the following week(s) to come.
Labels: life