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Day 4 of chinese new year(CNY), come to think about it... i've always been visiting other peoples' relatives most of my life during CNY, which is kinda boring. And in order to see my relatives, i've to go to Hong Kong or Mainland China to see them, IF they even gather. Kind of envy large family with huge family gatherings, playing fire crackers or fireworks with my cousins and sleep late. Wish it would happen more often for me, although... i'm kinda growing out of it, still would be kinda fun to see them again.Which reminds me...
mmm... it has been... like.. 9 years since then... HAVE I NOT GROWN?!(dw, if u ever read this, i don't hold any form of grudge against you) > < but c'mon, at least gimi a bit of credit in terms maturity or even height. Hahaha... or maybe i just hardly change, kind of happy the way i am, cept in 1 or 2... or 3 aspects, i guess it isn't all that bad to not change much over the years, especially with the living alone overseas and certain struggles that i have been facing through. Which reminds me of the ever bounding question
even my grandmother asks me that question, argh... is it tat bad that i'm single at this age? which then... comes along all the match-making, which... its just kinda irritating. 2 more years till i finish university, maybe then.. i'll go find a girlfriend or if u want to match-make me then go ahead. But... who knows, its 2 years away... might end up staying in Australia working for a year more. Will i be coming back to Singapore? definitely would miss lotsa my bao bei friends, if i din't come bak (makes me feel like having a gathering of the 1987 BLC ppl). Although i doubt that will happen any time soon, with carolyn on a UK semester and grace working in US already.
Come to think of it, girls really do seem to mature faster than guys do... i mean like grace is already found a place to work at & for some reason they seem more mature than guys of the same age... maybe thats why Singapore placed NS... wonder if it would make any difference with me going for NS. Maybe tats why most couples either have girls younger than guys or the same age, with certain exceptions... guess i actually wonder what my girlfriend would be like... mmm... wad i would like to see from a girl... is... (a secret, or i wld nvr post something like this here).
*note* blog will soon go under construction, so dun mind any weird links.. etc..
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