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Its been a while...
Its been a while since i attended Desire cell group(CG), feels nice being part of a CG once again. Spending time with them seems give me this sense of peace & enjoyment (not saying that the time i spend with other friends are not fun), but its kind of a unique feel. So yeah, i thank you all for the opportunities, even though i come back every... year? in and out of Singapore.oh well... somehow just can't wait for next year, or to come back sooner, once again this is gonna destroy my plans, but yeah... enjoy the company of crazy people so much.
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memories... (part 2)
Day 4 of chinese new year(CNY), come to think about it... i've always been visiting other peoples' relatives most of my life during CNY, which is kinda boring. And in order to see my relatives, i've to go to Hong Kong or Mainland China to see them, IF they even gather. Kind of envy large family with huge family gatherings, playing fire crackers or fireworks with my cousins and sleep late. Wish it would happen more often for me, although... i'm kinda growing out of it, still would be kinda fun to see them again.Which reminds me...
mmm... it has been... like.. 9 years since then... HAVE I NOT GROWN?!(dw, if u ever read this, i don't hold any form of grudge against you) > < but c'mon, at least gimi a bit of credit in terms maturity or even height. Hahaha... or maybe i just hardly change, kind of happy the way i am, cept in 1 or 2... or 3 aspects, i guess it isn't all that bad to not change much over the years, especially with the living alone overseas and certain struggles that i have been facing through. Which reminds me of the ever bounding question
even my grandmother asks me that question, argh... is it tat bad that i'm single at this age? which then... comes along all the match-making, which... its just kinda irritating. 2 more years till i finish university, maybe then.. i'll go find a girlfriend or if u want to match-make me then go ahead. But... who knows, its 2 years away... might end up staying in Australia working for a year more. Will i be coming back to Singapore? definitely would miss lotsa my bao bei friends, if i din't come bak (makes me feel like having a gathering of the 1987 BLC ppl). Although i doubt that will happen any time soon, with carolyn on a UK semester and grace working in US already.
Come to think of it, girls really do seem to mature faster than guys do... i mean like grace is already found a place to work at & for some reason they seem more mature than guys of the same age... maybe thats why Singapore placed NS... wonder if it would make any difference with me going for NS. Maybe tats why most couples either have girls younger than guys or the same age, with certain exceptions... guess i actually wonder what my girlfriend would be like... mmm... wad i would like to see from a girl... is... (a secret, or i wld nvr post something like this here).
*note* blog will soon go under construction, so dun mind any weird links.. etc..
Labels: life
memories...
decided to come back to have a look around the blog today, just happen to wonder wad happened to it (as if the blog wld start writing by its self...). so anyways, its been almost exactly 1 year since i've blogged, and... figured its kinda nice to start again... hu knows y..so.. yeah.. its 3rd day of CNY, nothing much happened today, as a slug'd out of bed for lunch... as usual.. nuthing special.. for the past, who knows how long.. yeah.. come to think of it... i've always been writing my blog wif lotsa.. dots... makes me wonder if i think too much, or take that long to process my thoughts.. everyone else seems to have these long... sentences with perfect punctuation. or maybe, its just my horrible punctuation, which doesn't... appear in my reports or essays. right...
after 2 months of being in singapore, suddenly realised how many childhood friends i have here (feels blessed wif a good childhood), since young till now... some have left to fulfill their dream, some are serving their NS (lol, daryl... that poor soul). makes me wonder where wld i settle down in the future... some of the things me and daryl discussed seems to be happening pretty soon, we want to plan it(kinda). but is it still kinda early? for life always seems to take me a different path, every time i've settled to follow some kind of plan, which really annoys me at times. hope this time when i get back to perth, with my uni life... life will take me along something really nice and organised, no hectic lifestyle... no... rubbish, i've had enough of last years hectic lifestyle.
will continue this post later... tired & headache. =[
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